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Weigh-In Day #7: Continuing the Climb

It was another bad week. I'm now at 299.9 pounds. A very symbolic weigh-in. It's like God is telling me that this is my last chance to turn around and start losing weight again. Or else we all know what's next: weighing above 300 pounds again.

I still haven't found the motivation to lose weight again, but I really haven't been putting in the effort to find motivation either. I have received a lot of great advice from you all, and I will definitely put it to good use at some point, hopefully very very soon.

School has started up again for me so that has added an extra layer of stress to the situation. But life is all about stresses, so I know that I cannot use this as an excuse for not putting in the effort to lose weight.

What's next? I'm not sure. Hopefully a better week. I guess the first step is to find that motivation again. I know I can find it... I just hope I can stick with it this time.

Weigh-In Day #6: Disappointment

Yes, I met my little mini-goal by not gaining more than a pounds, but this is still extremely disappointing. Obviously, I have no one to blame but myself...no exercise + bad eating = weight gain.

I fear that I have lost motivation completely and that I am inching my way towards falling off the weight loss bandwagon. What to do next...I'm not sure.

Food Hangover

I just woke up about an hour ago, and I have that sinking feeling in my stomach because I'm hungover and totally regretting what I did yesterday.

No, no, not THAT kind of hangover and regret...it's a food hangover, and that sinking feeling in my stomach is the literal result of eating much too much yesterday. Half of a large buffalo chicken pizzz (with blue cheese dipping sauce), chips and salsa, lobster, the other half of the buffalo chicken pizza (and dipping sauce), and, of course, libations. It's just been one of those weeks...I can't fully explain my thought process during this week...I'm guessing it's just been a general feeling of laziness. A common thought this week has been, "I simply do not care about eating healthy." I'm still trying to figure out exactly why I don't care this week, and why this week in particular. I can't seem to keep my emotions in check...

I guess I'm fully in a rut...here's to hoping that I can salvage today and Sunday. Unfortunately, my goal this week is not to gain more than a pound. Obviously, this isn't a very good goal, but this is just temporary until I can end this week and move on to the next week.